UNLV, SU, EWU

So, once again I have finally decided to apply to the two Universities that I originally wanted to go to. UNLV (University Nevada - Las Vegas) and SU (Seattle University). I really want to get into UNLV, I think that it would be a wonderful experience living in another state for awhile and I love the weather there even though it get really hot in the summer. I have spent a lot of time looking into UNLV again the past few days and I truly believe that it would be a good choice for me. It typically takes about 4 weeks for them to review the applications so April 24th I should be able to check my status online. I really really really hope that I get in. I'm praying that I do. I'll keep you all updated though!

Wish me luck! It would be greatly appreciated!

LMAO!!

Wedding Surpise

This is too cute. I def will be topping this at my wedding =]

"Seattle Ain't Bullshittin"

Now, I may be late but this is the first time I've ever heard this before! Haha, 24th and Yesler!

"I see a freak in front of Garfield." haha weren't there ALWAYS!

My Posses on Broadway

Seattle Love.

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I would just like to say that since about 4pm last night I have felt as if I am dying. I obviously have come down with the flu and if this isn't the worst way to spend spring break. I feel HORRIBLE, and my right arm and the right side of my back hurt so bad. Babe made me a Hot Tahiti so help bring out some of the mucus and I must say it seems to be working because I've been blowing my nose like crazy. I hate it but, I really hope I start feeling better soon... Ugh.

OMG!

So I've been laying here wide awake since about 5AM. I feel absolutely horrible right now. My throat hurts, my nose is stuffy, I keep coughing, and to top it all off my body hurts really bad. I have my last final (geology) at 8AM. Good thing I studied and we get to use a note sheet. Then I'm driving back to Seattle. 3 1/2hrs - 4hr drive alone, gives me some me time but feeling like this does not help at all. Ugh, hope everything goes well.

Hero

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone;
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within your self
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

oh....Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Just Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you
that a hero lies in ... you
mmmm that a hero lies in.....you.

So I feel kinda confident about my math final.

But, I'm in such a bad mood right now. I just wanna be alone, I just wish he would get where I'm coming from.

Ugh.

New BBQ Grill

I know times is hard and all, considering spring is right around the corner many people may not before to afford that new top of the line bbq grill that they have been wanting. In the mean time here is the hottest trend when it comes to throwin something on the grill. LMAO!

After 2 hours of studying for my Math final I feel a bit more confident in myself.

But, I feel it in my throat... I hope and pray I'm not getting sick again so soon!

Finals

Who thought of those stupid things anyways? Why can't we just complete all of our assignments do well and be guaranteed to pass the class. I had my Early African American History final last Friday that went well. I have a 3.2 in that class excited about that! I have a Math final tomorrow which I am dreading. It's not till 4pm so I'll have plenty of time tomorrow to study as well but I'm stressing. I have to get at least a 75% on it to pass. I always do so well in school but when it comes to math that a whole different story. I have my geology final Friday morning, I currently have a 3.2 in that class as well. The final is worth 40% of our grade though. We are allowed a "cheat sheet" one page front and back. She said that we can even type them in little tiny font and print them out that way if we want. I may have to do that just in case I do need them. I really hope things work out well. I currently have yet to drop below a 3.0 since I've been in college and I'd hate to do that now! Wish me luck!!!

ugh!

So I'm laying in bed awake hella early. I'll doze back off soon though. I had a real good time last night despite the fact that my other half isn't here. Got ready over at Jalynn's with her and Keisha. My outfit turned out real nice. I did my make-up with some purple up in it something I had yet to try. I liked the way that it turned out after lots of experimenting. We headed over to pre-funk with some friends and had two half gallons of two diff Bacardi's. Let's just say I'm laying here because of that! Had a designated driver for the evening so I decided to have a little somethin somethin. Headed to the Pieces Party and we were all feelin it. It was real koo and it was nice to be with people who are hella koo and not off that little kid shit. The party was goin koo until young minded people wanted to ruin everything for not only those attending but for Kells and Charles. I honestly think that people need to grow the fuck up and stop trying to act so damn hard. Life is too short to be wasting time fighting in the club. Grow up, get over it, move on. I feel like I either have a huge bruise on my foot and/or a broken bone in my foot. Which would be all bad. Ill see how its feeling later in the day.

Well I'm gonna attempt to go back to sleep!

Missin Him

So I haven't seen my better half since last Tuesday! Since we have been living together for the past two yrs going 10 days without seeing him just makes me realize even more how much I love him and how happy he makes me! We both went back to Seattle and he stayed back to work with Ron (his step dad/my pops) to make some extra money. And of course I had to come back to finish up my finals. It hasn't been too bad being alone but at night and when I'm just at home chillin I miss him! I love waking up/falling asleep talking with him. I have no one to cuddle with or wake up and tell my random ass dreams to. I can't wait to go back to the town next Friday.

It's crazy when I sit here and think about everything. The past 3 and a half years have been so unpredictable. Never did I imagine us being together. Once we got together never did I imagine us being together still to this day. The future truly isn't predictable. To some people 3 and a half years is a long time. But, to me it's not too long compared to older couples. I see us being together for quite some time. That's my bae bae, he helps keep me sane. He rides for me I ride for him. He does for me I do for him. We rarely argue, and things are just wonderful between us. I'm so glad we both decided to give this relationship thing a shot. Look how far we've come thus far. Aww I miss my honey bun even more now.

October 26, 2005 - The day my life changed. The day I found the meaning of true. The day I found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. The day I became his Mrs. Wiley


*tear* I need a hug.



November 2005

May 2007

December 2008

One thing

I cannot stand is when people back out of things without telling a person so. I understand that people do indeed change their minds about things they once agreed to do. But, once you have changed your mind is it truly that hard to send a text, call, mysapce, facebook, or even email the person saying that you will no longer be doing what you once said.

Naw... It's not. Man up!

O' Canada!

So the beginning of my weekend/end of last week started off really koo. My cousin came up from atl and we stayed up chit chattin till about 3am. I had a math test Friday which I did decent on. We headed to Seattle for a what was expected to be a fun filled weekend. It felt good being back in the town hadn't been in awhile so I was feeling the atmosphere.

First stop was off to my Grannys house to drop off our belongings. Just a quick run in/out. We headed out to Kent to drop off my other half and visit with my in-laws! I missed them, I miss being in that atmosphere because I truly get that family vibe. We chill there for awhile then head off to southcenter for some shopping. Well, she was the one mainly doing the shopping. I was quick to find out that the malls in the town have changed their hours due to the economy which sucks! Not just for those whom like to shop at later hours but for those employee's that typically close who have obviously seen a cut in the their hours. Headed over to BJ's for dinner and boy was it good. That was my second time being there and they have yet to let me down! We shared a dessert which was delicious I can't remember what it is called but I will definitely be getting one again the next time I go. We finished up the night and headed back to my grannys to refresh for the morning.

Saturday morning we were originally planning on heading to Canada bright in early but she wanted to sleep in. I was the one driving so I didn't see what difference it made. So we get ready to head out about 10 and my car won't start! It had done that once before in September so I figured it was the same thing as before.. Just needed a few minutes to try again. That didn't work. I call my other half to come to the rescue (what would I do without him! & Pops!) But we tried jumping it and that didn't work. So, I call AAA and they come out and tell me I need a new starter! Just great! I get big daddy towed... Ended up having to take my grannys car to Canada.

We arrive in Canada about 5pm, Head to the hotel. The Sheraton Wall Street Centre right in downtown. Lovely hotel! I can truly pick out a good hotel. 16Th floor with a wonderful view and a balcony. We shower up and get fresh and head to the mall. 450 stores! Can you say a shoppers paradise. Too bad, I didn't get to check it all out! I will be going back though. We left the mall and decided to head to Red Robins to grab something to eat. I bought my first official drink in a restaurant with my own ID. It was koo nothing special. Just got a Summer on the Beach since I was driving and can't afford to be getting pulled in a different country!

We leave there go back to the hotel, then head to the club which was an okay experience. Seattle clubs are better than that was and I don't often say that. But, it was nothing special. Then hit up the casino and won me some money. We weren't there long cuz I could tell she wanted to leave but I will def have to make a come up when I head back that way.

Overall my trip to Canada was koo.

Something else happened in the mix of all that. But, I don't feel like writing about it at the moment... I most def' will write about it though because I need to vent.

Put a Ring on it!

I'm sooo sorry for abandoning my blogspot for the past week. So, much has happened in so little time and I had my hands pretty full. I do have a lot I need to vent so I'll be posting new blogs thru out the night... Check this out tho!

http://justjared.buzznet.com/2009/03/09/filipino-boys-beyonce-single-ladies/


Tell me what you think!

Gosh...

I surly have had one hell of a weekend... I'll update later once I'm back at my own place.... I hope everything. goes smooth today. Ugh

Sluffin'

I've totally been sluffin on my blogspot game the last few days. But, as I stated in my last post i've been sick. I've actually done pretty good job about getting better. Thanks to cough drops, orange juice, oranges, nyquil and the gym. I heard in the past people saying if you work out it'll help sweat out your cold. Typically I don't have much energy when i'm sick but this week has been a whole different. Despite being sick i've gone to the gym daily. I feel pretty good now! YAY!!!

Is officially sick! Ugh, bad timing... I can't allow this to hold me down I have way too much planned! Nap, Gym, Homework. *sighs* I hope I get better A. Sap!

This is out of line.

Baby I know your worth it

As you grow older to begin to fully feel the concept of songs. They often tie into your own personal life. I have always loved this song.


Alicia Keys - A Womans Worth - Alicia Keys

If you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby I know you're worth it
If you never play me, promise not to bluff
I'll hold you down when shit gets rough
Baby I know you're worth it
She rolls the mile makes you smile all the while being true
Don't take for granted the passion that she has for you
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth, oh

Then you say No, No, No

Why you frontin' when you know you really want it?

A Winner's Creed

A Winner's Creed


If you think you are beaten,
You are;
If you think you dare not,
You don't;
If you'd like to win,
But you think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't

If you think you'll lose,
you've lost;
For out in the world we find
Success beings with a person's faith;
It's all in the state of mind.

Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster hand;
They go to the one who trust in God
And always think "I can".

Where's Waldo?

I hate when I'm looking for something of mine and I have all these ideas about where it may be it. But, when you look in all those places and then some it's no where to be found! I really wishes I knew where my notebook of my poems was! I felt like writting tonight and sharing some of my pieces but looks like that won't be happening!

I can't wait till August. Point Blank Period! UPGRADE ME!

What in the world would you do if you came in contact with an anaconda?

Flippin channels I came across this progeria special on TLC. I did a report on this little girl named Haylee that had it. That was back during my sophomore year of high school for my genetics class. There was also a little boy who had the disease. He passed a few years ago, it actually touched me some considering this children typically have some of the best personality because they know that they will not live long so they actually take the steps to "live life to the fullest" I'm glad to see that there has been a lot of progress within the research program to help fix the chromosome in which is changed to cause progeria (pre-mature) aging. Things like this often hold my interest.

I'm so tired. I know I'm going to fall asleep soon but, that also means i'll end up waking up sometime way before the morning ugh. I think I'm gonna throw some rollers in my hair and see if I can get my hair to turn out how I want it to!

I'm watching Taken for the first time with Fred and Key I wonder how many fathers would actually do this to find their daughter. I know mine sure as hell wouldn't.

So, one thing that I absolutely hate is finding out that something is wrong with Big Daddy (my Tahoe.) So, I'm making that 4 hour drive back home this Friday so I knew it would be a good idea to get an oil change. If it's not one thing it's another. Dude tells me that there is a leak coming from the rear some mess I don't remember what it's called. and it's only gonna cost 200-300 to get it fixed. I swear I should have just bought a brand new car when I was going to!! I always get upset when shit goes wrong with my truck. I call and cry/whine to my granny like I always have done since I was little. She always makes me feel better. Plus, aunt flow is in town so she makes me kinda emotional sometimes. I tell her I no longer want big daddy and to just trade him in. She tells me to just get it fixed and everything will be fine. Now, I have to find a place to get it fixed at! The disadvantage of going to a University located in a college town!

So tonight I baby sat for the first time in a good minute. Ashley needed someone to watch Torre and I didn't have any plans so I figured sure why not? I love kids and am good with them and so is Fred. Torre is a great kid. I was amazed at the fact that he didn't cry when Ashley and Charles left. Considering he's only 10 months most kids cry. But, he was all koo about it. He's a real chill mellow laid back kid. He got here about 8:45ish and was knocked out by 11:15. He's a lot of fun and kept me entertained. I'm sitting here watching Taken and listening to his little self snore, it's cute. I'll baby sit Torre any day he's my little homie. I told him I'm his future prom date with his cute self!! ;-)